Hello...

I'm a writer. Both for a living and to make it through the messy pages of my heart, I write. Lately, I have found myself writing in my head just to make it one day at a time. So many women, and a few men, are walking with me, standing in the gap for me, during this time of my heart's brokenness, that I invite y'all to journey with me. Grab your Starbucks decaf skinny latte, Jenn, or your six shot expresso, Dad, and sit a spell with my soul.

For those of you who don't know the whole story, the details are not relevant. Know a relationship I cherished, I trusted, I dreamed towards is no longer. As of now, I am broken. But I have faith that at some point, I will move past being broken and move into a new chapter of my heart.

I mourn the loss of so many things and I catch myself remembering so few hours ago when my heart seemed so happily attached to another. I mourn the loss of the family we would have, the beach wedding, the forever of love I was promised.

But now, oh but now I am clinging in complete thanks, to the Father of my footsteps, who has spared me from a fate I doubt I will ever fully name.